for the past 2 weeks, i have not done much.
i have not worked.
i have not cleaned.
i have not written.
i have rested. i have enjoyed spending time with my fiance, my parents, my siblings, my soon-to-be in-laws. my friends.
i have wasted time. i have not given myself agendas, or goals. i have not pressured myself to achieve. anything.
and it felt great.
and i feel great.
i feel alive, refreshed, healthy, happy, and optimistic. i feel loved, appreciated, encouraged, and simply cared for in general.
i am ready to go back to work tomorrow. i am ready to re-enter life, with all of its demands. and i am ready to take my stand as i need to. i am ready to protect myself and my health and the ones that i love.
i am ready to work it out.