so, maybe you didn’t know it, but i have a blog. i seem to have forgotten about it, myself.
i have been resting and recuperating over here, which means i spend most of my time napping, playing games on facebook, or napping.
this is awesome. i feel so good, so much like i have actually been… oh, resting.
do you know, if you try to force yourself to get better, it doesn’t flipping work?
i am living a control freak’s worst nightmare right now. i have had to… let go.
let go of worrying what my coworkers think of me. let go of the pressure i always put on myself to be productive. let go. let go, let go, let go.
it is awesome. it’s like my neuroses are melting away.
i feel calm. happy. relaxed. i don’t think i’ve achieved these feelings for any length of time for about two years.