i’m tired of applying for jobs. i have applied for 16 jobs at one employer alone.
and i still work at The Dirty Store.
i’m tired of hearing that people in nashville “wonder how i am” or that they “miss me.” those words? that’s all they are. it really doesn’t mean much when i’m this far away and about two people even bother to check in on me once and awhile. it’s weird how many people said i meant so much to them and then… out of sight, out of touch… it’s a very lonely place to be.
i’m tired of the internet. i’m tired of this blog. i’m tired of the idea that strange people read what i’m musing. i’m also tired of the idea that non-strangers read it instead of taking the time to keep in touch.
i don’t think i have what it takes to keep it going.
it’s been fun though… right?