eating: honey mustard and onion pretzels (note to self: next time get the pieces, not the nibblers)
drinking: mich ultra pomegranate raspberry
reading: the book of five rings (miyamoto musashi); a two-month-old W magazine; Stitch-n-Bitch
feeling: a lot lower than i should; abandoned; alone; homesick for a place i have never been; missing people i have never met
thinking about: life accomplishments, self esteem, katana swords, telescopes, money, foot and back pain, snow, the moon, the bible, unfinished yarn projects, The Boy I Like, christmas, grad school, customers, makeup, health insurance, my new sewing machine.
wishing: that i could accept the what people can give me instead being hurt when i see them making sacrifices for others that they would never make for me; that i could let people go.